maap, males translate ke indo.. tp dibaca aja yah..
cuman mo sharing.. siapa tau bisa jd inspirasi buat org yang sedang melalui pengalaman yg sama, hehe.. gede kepala yah :p
for 23 days i’ve been paddling in murky waters, and today, at long last.. i’ve finally begun to see a spec of brightness. it’s still far away.. but it’s there.
this morning, like any other, i was assigned work without much instructions. i was told that there’s a report that needs to be written out, and was given a similar report as an example case to study on. as per usual, i started by following blindly from the given example, till i got fed up and tried to do it MY way instead.
so.. like a baby who’s finally opened her eyes, i began to notice things. suddenly, everything wasn’t as baffling as before. i started analyzing, cross-checking, researching-not just from the given example, but also from other sources-and finally.. finally my brain started clicking and things started to slowly come into place.
for the first time since entering nissan, my job didn’t feel as daunting as it had been the day before. i felt like i could pull this off, that i can actually be better at this. that maybe.. maybe i can enjoy my job. that realization piqued my interest and i felt like i want to learn more, to gain the knack for the job.
i had been so clueless previously, not knowing where to begin from, afraid to take the wrong step. where to start asking, where to learn from, what to pick up on. but now, i’ve found my starting point and i plan to slowly build up from there.
as to whether i’ll get closer or even further to that spec of brightness.. that’s to be known at a later date. for now, i’ll just paddle more. this time with more conviction.
wish me luck!